The Way It Should Be
Short Story by Amber
"Justin...let her sleep." He
heard his mother say in a quiet voice. She was standing by the
doorway of the hospital room as she watched her son softly stroke his young
daughter's cheek.
He looked over behind his shoulder so he
could come eye to eye with his mother. "I know ma, but it's so hard, and
i feel so helpless." He said, trying with all his will not to burst into tears
as he studied his daughter's face.
"I know it is sweetie." Lynn
paused. "You have a visitor." She said, her lips slowly forming into
a smile.
"Really? Who?" Justin
questioned, then there was a soft knock on the door. His mouth dropped open
when he saw her. "Brit?" He said, his voice slightly cracking from
surprisement.
She smiled. "It has been a while
huh?" She gave a nervous chuckle.
Justin quickly nodded his head. He was
still trying to figure out why she was here...after all these years?
"I'll leave you two alone."
Lynn said excusing herself from the room.
"So..." Britney was the first
to speak. She had her head down, and her leg would jump a few times from
nervousness.
"What are you doing here?"
Justin asked, after finding his voice again.
"Well I heard about the accident,
so I wanted to see if everything was okay. How is she?" Britney asked,
referring to Justin's daughter.
"She's fine....a great
trooper." He said proudly.
"Just like her daddy." Britney
quietly stated, her head still down.
"What?" Justin asked, even
though he heard her perfectly clear.
"Nothing." Britney said
quickly. "How are you?" She asked, finally looking up at him.
"I've been good, Cameron and I are
very happy. She's a miracle." He said, glancing over at his sleeping
angel and smiling. "How have you been?" He said, looking back in
Britney's direction.
"Pretty good, Sean starts school
next week, and that's all he talks about anymore." She said giggling,
referring to her son.
"Yeah, can't wait til this one
starts school."He said sarcastically, laughing along with her. Then there
was silence. "And Kevin?" Justin asked, breaking the silence.
"He's good, a little disappointed
that his solo album didn't do as well, but he's good." She said, nodding
her head.
Justin nodded his head along with her.
"Daddy." They both heard a
little voice say, breaking the tension between them.
"Hey sweetie." Justin said,
smiling at his daughter. She looked so tired and confused, how cute
he thought.
"Mommy?" She asked, realizing
Cameron wasn't in the room.
"Mommy's down in the cafeteria
talking with grandma, she'll be back." He told her, the little girl
nodded her head, and looked in Britney's direction. She stared blankly at her.
"How ya feeling?" Justin
asked, walking over to the bed. The little girl nodded her head again, never
taking her eyes off Britney. Britney just stood there feeling dumbfounded, not
knowing what to do or say.
"This is Britney sweetie."
Justin said to his daughter, when realized her eyes were not moving from the
lady in front of her. Britney gently smiled.
"And Britney, this is Kaleigh, my
daughter." Justin said, kissing Kaleigh's forhead.
"She's beautiful." Britney
said, a tear running slowly down her face.
Justin smiled. "Britney and I used
to be really close friends a few years ago." He told his daughter.
Kaleigh nodded her head one more time, this time not so much because she was
ready to fall asleep again. Justin kissed her forehead and caressed her cheek.
"You okay?" He asked Britney when he saw she had a few tears
staining her cheek.
"Yes, I'm fine." She said
wiping her eyes. "I better get going, I snuck away from the house and
left Jamielynn with Sean. She's not gonna be to happy if she finds out I
left." She said again, slightly laughing.
Justin chuckled. "Alright, It was
good seeing you Brit, tell Jamielynn and the rest of the family I said
hi." He said, getting up from the bed and walking towards Britney.
Britney smiled. "Will do, and it
was good seeing you too Justin." She said, reaching up to give him a hug.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, and sighed. This is where I should
be, she thought to herself. She qiuckly shook the thought away and
unlocked her arms from around Justin's neck. She kissed his cheek and walked
out the door.
Justin stood there for a minute to take
it all in. He thought about what he and Britney would have had if they hadn't
broken each other's hearts a few years back. He thought about how Kaleigh
could be Britney's if they were together and had childern. He thought about
how his life would be without Cameron and Kaliegh and how it would be with
Britney. He heard two woman laughing as they walked down the hall. Justin
smiled as he knew it was his mother and Cameron. The thought in his head just
moments ago seemed to fade away rather quickly.
"Hey." He heard Cameron say
coming in the room with a smile. "Has she woke up yet?" Cameron
asked, both staring at their daughter.
"She woke up once, and asked where
you were. I told her you were down in the cafeteria talking with my mom."
Justin answered her.
"So she's feeling better?"
Cameron asked again.
Justin slightly chuckled. "I'm
guessing so." He smiled.
She smiled back before making her way
over to the bed. There she stood quietly observing her daughter who
was sleeping ever so softly.
"Britney leave?" Justin's mom
asked, making her presence known.
Justin's eyes went to his mom and she
smiled. "Um yea, she left a few minutes before you got here." Justin
said, trying not to make a big deal of it, even though he knew his mother was
going to.
"I'm assuming you guys had a nice
chat?" Lynn asked, cocking her left eyebrow.
"Yea." Justin sighed. "We
did. Everyone in her family is doing well, just like evryone in my family's
doing well." He stated, in a monotone.
"Ah, well that's good." Lynn
paued. "Do you miss her?" She asked, a question that has been on her
mind for sometime now.
Justin sighed again. "I do, but
things wouldn't be the same if we got back together. This is where I'm
supposed to be. This is my family, and I'm happy." He said looking over
at Camron and smiling.
Lynn smiled as well. "Well I'm glad
to hear your happy baby." She said. She then took her son's hand and they
walked together over to Cameron and Kaleigh.
Both forgetting that Britney was ever
there at the hospital that day and finally moving on with their lives.