Vengence
SS by Samantha D

Part 1

Britney’s P.O.V

 

It’s been two years now since the “Infamous split” and people STILL seem to be walking on eggshells around me. I get up from my bed and turn on the lights. I adjust my eyes to the light and look to my left to see the time; it reads 4:52AM. “Ugh I’m not even sleepy” I put my hands in my face. I walk towards the balcony and step outside…I really shouldn’t go out with my underwear and bra…I mean not only because of the paparazzi who has been following my every move, but because it’s January and I’m in New York. As I feel the wind starting to pick up I head inside and sit down on the edge of the bed and I pick up the thing that kept me awake and scared my sleep away. It’s People Magazine, Justin and Cameron Diaz are on the cover, and I guess I thought their relationship was as everyone thought a “Publicity stunt” but I guess I was wrong along with everyone else. It talks about how they make their one-year relationship work and still going strong. Justin and I stopped talking a long time ago, don’t really know why, but I didn’t want him to think that I was not over him yet…so I never bothered to pick up the phone anymore. It was not only the picture in the magazine or their relationship that kept me awake, it was the one question that dwelled in my mind later on to mess with my head. The one question that brought the same if not more resentment that I thought faded away. The one question that stirred something inside me that I never felt before. It was just a meaningless question but that meaningless question brought upon me wrath at the way the person that I thought could not hurt me more than he already has in the past, responded to that empty question. His answered made my head spin. “No, I don’t think I ever experienced love before…past relationships can’t even compare to the love I share now. I can honestly say that what I had with Britney was not love…I never loved someone as much as I love Cameron…she is my soulmate, I can’t breath without her and I don’t even want to” That made my skin crawled. Why he had to say my name? He was doing all right categorizing me with his other ex-girlfriends. Couldn’t he have at least some new vocabulary for gods’ sakes! He was lowering me even more than he already had in the past. “This is not the end Justin” I say as I clutch onto the magazine “This is not the fucking end…this is only getting started…you want to hurt me well I will hurt you even more” I feel the tears roll down my cheek and I don’t do anything to stop them. I get up and turn off the lights “Later on today, everything will begin” I say as I turn and drift of to sleep with the last thought on my head…Payback is a bitch.

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