Used and Abused
by Chris
Chapter 25
In the week following our video shoot, Justin and I returned to Los Angeles. He had to get the record execs to approve the video and then polish it up before they sent it on to the stations for airplay. All the while Justin was doing this, I was packing things for my move. Justin and I had decided that it was time for me to move in with him again. I figured it was time for JL to get out of the guest house anyway. Not that she would ever complain to me anyway, but I knew she didn’t really like being out there.
“Mama, have you seen my book lying around anywhere?”
“No sweetie? Where was the last place you had it?”
“I think I had it in the bedroom, but I thought we packed everything from the bedroom and I wouldn’t have packed it away.” I said plopping down in the couch next to her.
“Well I don’t know what to tell you sweetie. I’m sure you’ll find it.”
“I know, but I’m feel like writing and I can’t find the damn book anywhere.”
“Britney, there is no need to swear over the book. I’m sure you’ll find it. Look in the bedroom again.”
“I’m sorry mama, but I can’t look in the bedroom again. JL is putting all her stuff away.”
Mama just shook her head, “This is why I said that you two need to wait to get out of each others hair before you started moving things around. But does anybody listen to me, no.”
“We always listen to you mama. We just ignore what you say,” I said laughing as I hugged her and went upstairs to check the bedroom again.
When I opened the door, I got the shock of my life.
I opened the door and there was JL naked on the bed with her boyfriend on top of her.
“OH! I’m sorry,” I said quickly and closed the door, when they both looked at me like they had just seen a ghost.
I quickly walked back downstairs.
“Did you find it?” Mama questioned.
“Nope, but I’ve got to go home to get things straightened out over there before Justin gets back. I’ll see you later mama,” I said and I was out the door.
I went straight home. I could hardly think. All I could see was that boy on top of my sister. What the hell does she think she’s doing. I was so mad!
When I got home, I went straight to the gym, so I could work off my frustration. That is where I was at when Justin came home.
“Hey baby, I’ve been looking all over for you,” he said when he came in.
I just kept running on the treadmill.
“Britney?”
“What’s the matter baby?”
I just kept ignoring him. I was trying to run from the images that I saw in JL’s bedroom. Finally, he pulled the plug on the treadmill.
“Now, Talk. What is the matter with you?”
“I saw Jamie-Lynn having sex with her boyfriend.”
Justin just started laughing.
I just walked over and plugged the treadmill back in and started running again, while he just stood there and laughed at me. Now I was even madder.
“I’m sorry baby. I can see that this is upsetting you, but look at it this way. Is she doing anything that we weren’t doing at her age?”
“That isn’t the point Justin. She was doing in while Mama and I were downstairs. At least when we were doing it, nobody was around. She was doing it with others in the house.”
“Britney, are you upset about this being your little sister having sex or that you were in the house and walked in on her?”
“I can’t believe you’re taking her side on this!” I yelled at him
“Brit, I’m not taking any side. I just want to know what is going on.”
“No you’re not. You’re going to try and calm me down. Well I’m not calming down about this. This is irresponsible and disrespectful. And I will not take this from my little sister.”
“Brit, I can understand you being upset about this, but isn’t this something that you should talk to JL about?”
“I can’t talk to her right now. I’m so mad at her right now.”
“Okay, well baby. This isn’t the end of the world and it’s not worth being this upset about. I’m not taking sides, I just think you need to talk to JL before you go flying off the handle about this. Okay?”
I just nodded at him and kept right on running.
“Well I’m going to go start dinner. Perhaps you would take a shower before you come to dinner, cause you stink,” he said pulling me off the treadmill and into his arms and wrapping his arms around me and giving me the best kisses in the world that only he can give.