Since You've Been
Gone
Story by Amber
Here's the thing, we started out
friends
It was cool but it was pretend
yeah yeah
since you been gone
He always told me I was his world, that
he could love nobody more. But now he has her and I'm here.....alone. You know
on days like this is when I miss him the most, I miss him holding me, I miss
the way he always use to make me laugh with his jokes even if they weren't
that funny. Just having him there was all I needed, but hey it's only my
birthday.....and besides, I have my friends and family, what more do I need?
You dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long til I called you mine
yeah yeah
since u been gone
His scent, his touch, his kiss, god they
made me wild. I remember on nights we'd make love nothing else mattered, not
what went on that day or how we're gonna leave each other tomorrow. The only
thing that mattered was us....in that one moment. Then the next morning we
would get up and talk about nothing but everything at the same time while
eating breakfast before we'd have to leave each other's arms again.
All you ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you ever hear me say
Since u been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
yeah yeah
Thanx to you
Now I get, I get what I want
Since u been gone
Days like that were so hard. Everytime
he'd leave or I'd leave, for some reason it got harder, but you what
they say....true love conquers all. Ha, I'll believe that when I see it. Now I
will admit, we had our moments but it never really got serious. I remember
this one time, we both just got home from a long two weeks of interviews, photo shoots
and anything else you can think of that comes along with this business.
Anyway, we were both so tired and just wanted to sleep, but seeing how
stubborn I am, I didn't exactly let that happen. He got in an hour earlier
than I did and decided to take a shower, well when I got home to take one
myself, there was hair all in the drain. It wasn't that big of a deal but it
was gross!
How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love
song
yeah yeah
since u been gone
Lord do I miss him. His smile, his
laugh, his goofy curly hair. But now it's all gone, he has her. He doesn't
need me anymore. Even though I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself, I must
say....I have had my share of men. Let's see, there was Adam, the scientist (
he tried an experiment on me called " The pubic hair remover
".....OUCH!!! ) Then there was Rob ( the hunk from Alabama ) But no one
compares to him.
How come I never hear you say
I juss wanna be with you
Guess you never felt way
Since u been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
yeah yeah
Since u been gone
The past two years without him hasn't
been that bad, I mean everything happening with Jamielynn and my time
off, it's been kinda nice. But then I see him on the front page of us weekly
with her and he looks so happy. I just want to rip out my heart and stomp on
it. Times like that is when I go down in the recording studio in my mama's
home and just sing. It gets out everything I've been feeling and at the end,
when I'm finished I feel totally fine.
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I juss can't take it
Again,again, again, and again.
And that's when, after everything that
happened, I'm okay, it's gonna be okay