Shattered Dreams
SS by Wendy

I woke up this morning hoping to see another bright day, but instead it got cloudy so suddenly. I never thought that something like this could ever happened to me, but sadly it did. I stepped into that office and in less than 10 minutes my whole world came crashing down before me, I felt as though the breath from my lungs was knocked out of me. The man in front of me stared at me with sympathy so evident in his eyes, I could not stand it. I stood up and left that room that foretold my future, how I got this I don't know. So many

chances, so many ways. My body is going to slowly begin to die on me thanks to that same exact disease since I can't afford for it to be treated. All I have is so much too loose, yet so little time to live. I hate it and I

hate the fact that I did not't take care of myself, now I have a monster inside of me that is slowly eating me alive, I can't fight it and there's no way for it to disappear in thin air. I haven't stopped crying since then, my heart shattered knowing that I'll never be able to be as close to my family or friends...even lover anymore.

I know that I'll never be able to have a family of my own, and that was my biggest dream ever since I was a little girl. Now every dream, every hope has shattered like a broken glass before me...how my family will react to this no one knows, how my boyfriend is going to feel about me...no one knows all I can hope for at least for now is that they'll both understand and stay besides me for as long as I live.