Not the Same Without
Her
by Wendy
It’s never been the same without her; the drop of the rain drips my life away. The only light that could be seen in my eyes has been covered on a cloudy day. It’s just never the same without her.
We made so many memories together that it’s hard to comprehend why it all went wrong, but in the end I look back and I know that it’ll all be good one day. The rain comes and goes, but I feel so empty without her…I wish she was right here holding me in her arms. I slip on a couch and I close my eyes, hoping to dream about her, but it all turns dark and into a nightmare you don’t see the pain that lies beneath my skin…but I know that those who know me do. It’s just never the same without her, you hold a rose in your hand and you kiss it hoping to feel the texture of her skin run down your body…but it’s never the same without her. I continue to ramble on about how happy I truly am, but I find that she’s moved on without someone else and kills me deep inside. I used to have a shield to cover me from all those demons that haunted me, now I stand alone in the night holding someone else in my arms, making love with them…but it’s just not the same without her. I cry myself to sleep hoping to find a dream that can fulfill the void in my heart, but it just cannot be done because I need her right here with me. So many stories told, so many lies exposed, there’s no where to turn you can’t run to someone who knows what you go through because there’s no one like her. I remember all the screaming and crying, but in the end we made up in the bedroom letting our bodies do the talking, but now it’s not the same without her. When I think about the words that I express, the lyrics that I write I know that it’s all for her and her only. No ears should hear the sins that I express, the tears that I shall shed because they’re all for her. This life that I live in can never be filled, no matter how many women step into my life…it’ll just never be the same without her.