It's Not Easy To Move On (Without You)
SS by Roxy

I seriously don't know what to do anymore, my heart still aches. I promised myself that I would move on just like he had. Does he even care anymore?

Because I still do. No man will ever change that. What hurts the most is that those kisses he once shared with me, now he shares them with another person.

[Chorus:]

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me
There was nothing I could conceive
That you wouldn't do for me
Trouble seemed so far away
You changed that right away, baby

Call me jealous or whatever you want. But if you ask me, "Have you moved on?" I will not lie to you. I will be straightforward and tell you, "No". It just hurts thinking

that what we once had, he now has with her. Yes, I am a jealous girl because she has the man that I love with all my heart and I can't have him. I can't share that

love with him. I sometimes think what is he doing right now? Is he with his girlfriend? Are they kissing like he once kissed me? That's tough and frankly, I can't take it

anymore. I always say I will move on, not care about him and well the list goes on, and it's too long to tell you all the list. As I am writing this, I am crying both

inside and out. I will put on a smile for you or laugh and say that today was one of the best days I had in a while, but it's fake. Inside, I am dying. Have any of you

[chorus]

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away
Found another place to stay, another home

ever tried to move on and you just couldn't because it hurt too much. Then you would say the pain won't be here for tommorow, but you would wake up and

it would still be there and all the people that surround you would tell you, you will heal just like I have each day. It will slowly fade away, just surround

yourself with friends and that will make you forget your special someone. But sometimes, they are wrong because your love for that person kept getting stronger

as you always see him. I tell you right now, I am feeling like nothing can go right. I am tired of always thinking of him, crying for him. This love for him will

soon have to go away, but I think destiny should take its course. I always stare out the window and think about all we had-all the bittersweet memories.

[chorus]

In the windmills of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd ya have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so and need your love

[chorus]