My Weakness Caused
You Pain
SS by Roxy
"Justin, I think we need some time apart."
"Brit, why? Aren't you happy with me?" Justin asked.
"It's not that I am not happy with you, it's me." Britney cried.
"Well, what is wrong with you?" Justin asked.
"Justin, please don't ask me, just please leave the house now." Britney cried.
"Britney, do you still love me?" Justin asked her as he went and hugged her.
"Oh Justin, I love you more than life itself, I'll never stop loving you." Britney cried on his shoulder.
"Then, why are you doing this?" Justin looked into her eyes.
"Because...I am sure one day, you will understand." Britney wiped her tears.
"Come on Britney, please don't do this. We can work it out." Justin said wiping his tears.
"No Justin, please leave." Britney pointed to the door.
"Britney, I'll never stop loving you."
"Oh Britney, I am sure he would have understood." Lynne wiped her daughter's tears away.
"I am sure he would have mama, but imagine how he would have been when it's my time to go." Britney laid her head on her mother's lap.
"Britney, you should have told him. I am sure he would have rather with been you for the last 3 months." Lynne cried.
"Mama, please don't cry. I don't want to see you cry, too." Britney looked away to avoid seeing her mother suffer like this.
"Honey, how can I not? I am not going to have my baby here for my birthday, and the holidays, and........" Lynne cried harder.
"Mama, please stop." Britney now looked at her mother and hugged her. "Mom, I love you soo much and daddy, even though he didn't forgive me for what I did,
please let him know that I don't hold anything against him. And...Jamie Lynn, tell her I hope she finds her special someone and that I love her, and Bryan, tell him I love him,
that I will never forget those silly fights we would always have. Justin...oh Justin...tell him I wish him the best with Cameron, and that I never stopped loving him."
"And tell Jason that I had a great time being his wife for at least two days." Britney said.
"Britney, please don't say this right now, you have a lot of time ahead of you." Lynne said trying to stop crying.
"Mama, I think it's time to go and be in a better place." Britney sat up.
"Britney, you don't know that."
"My body does. I can feel it."
"Mama, I am going to go to sleep." Britney said standing up.
"Britney, please don't..."
"Mama, only you know what I have and I hope we can keep it like that."
"Sure Britney, but not from your dad." Lynne said.
"Mama, can you sleep with me tonight?" Britney asked.
"Sure." Lynne took her hand and walked to Britney's room.
"Mama, Jaime Lynn is with daddy right?"
"Yes."
"Mama, I love you all." Britney fell asleep.
Next Morning...
"Who is it?" Lynne asked at the door.
"It's me..Justin." Justin said. "Can I talk with Britney?"
"Justin? Hi." Lynne said trying to open her eyes. "Come on in, she is sleeping."
"Well then I'll........"
"No, you know where her room is, now go see her."
"OK."
"Britney, sweetie. Wake up, Justin is here to see you." Lynne said trying to wake Britney up. "Britney?" Lynne whispered.
"Lynne?" Justin said.
"Oh god no! No, Britney please." Lynne fell to the floor crying.
"Lynne, what's wrong?" Justin asked.
"Brit........Britney passed away." Lynne cried.
"What? Lynne this is not a funny joke." Justin said.
"Justin, I am not playing. The doctors said she had three months to live." Lynne cried.
"But....Lynne no." Justin now cried.
"I'm sorry Justin, no one knows about this. Last night she was telling me how it was her time to go." Lynne cried. "And I should have told Jamie about this, because he never forgave her."
"Lynne, I love her soo much. Why did this have to happen to her?" Justin asked.
"I don't know." Lynne went and hugged Justin.
"It's going to be okay, though. Jamie Lynn is the same replica of Britney." Justin said.
"I know Justin. That's why Britney broke up with you, she knew it would cause you a lot of pain." Lynne wiped his tears away.
"But I would have liked to have been with her still." Justin said.
"God Justin, I'm sorry." Lynne cried. "Britney told me to tell you that she never stopped loving you. And that she wishes the best for you and Cameron."
"Lynne, I never stopped loving her either, and I will never stop." Justin fell asleep.
Lynne called Jamie and Bryan.
"Mama, what's wrong?" Bryan asked.
"It's Britney."
"What is wrong with her?"
"She...she passed away."
"Mama this..........no."
"Mama what?" Jamie Lynn asked.
"I'm sorry sweetie." Lynne went to hug her youngest daughter.
"Mama, no." Jamie Lynn cried harder.
"Lynne, where is my daughter?" Jaime asked.
"In her bed. She passed away while sleeping." Lynne said. "Justin is upstairs."
"Mama, we are going upstairs." Bryan said.
"Britney, you should have told me, I would have understood." Justin cried.
"Justin." Jaime Lynn went to hug him.
"Hey Jamie Lynn." Justin said.
"Justin." Bryan went hugged him.
"I'm sorry Justin, I know you are hurting a lot, I know how much you loved my daughter." Jamie hugged him.
"Yeah, but why did she have to be the one? The pain it's just....." Justin fell asleep and dreamed of Britney.
"Justin, baby it's going to be alright. I am in a better place now."
"But it hurts. Britney, I need you with me."
"I know but someday we will be together again." Britney said in Justin's dream.
"Britney, I still love you."
"I love you too. I'm sorry my weakness caused you pain." Britney kissed him on the lips.