Between Love and
Hate
SS by Samantha
D
Part 1
Britney’s P.O.V
“Should have seen by the look in my eyes baby, there was something missing, Should have known by tone in my voice baby but you didn’t listen” I laugh as I finish singing “I love that song!” I say with such enthusiasm to no one. “I’m one weird ass girl, I mean who is this excited in the morning?” I laugh…can you say dork?
“Brit it’s seven
in the morning, turn that thing off!” I hear my step-mom say. I turn around,
pick my things up, and turn the stereo off and head downstairs
“It
wasn’t even that loud!” I say with a bit of annoyance visible in my voice.
“Don’t start, and throw the garbage out” she says with a bit if annoyance in her voice too, if you ask me.
“What! Where’s Bryan?” I say a little louder than expected…okay you can say that I was whining but it’s just not one of my chores.
“Don’t
start and do it, you are way to spoiled and I’m not going to tolerate that
attitude, especially from you” she starts to raise her voice but I still
provoke…eh maybe it’s genetic…my brother does that too, but with dad.
“Why is that?” I ask…she better not bring up mama cuz she will know who is Britney Jean Spears.
“Forget it and do as I said,” she says with a demanding manner.
“I
thought so,” I say with a bit of arrogance but she takes a hold of my arm and
slaps me hard across my face making the garbage bag fall on the floor.
“Who
the fuck you think you are? Don’t think just because you and dad are married
that you have control over me!” I scream, how dare she…she is nothing but a
sleaze ball.
“How
little do you know, now pick that up” she says.
“Ha…do you seriously expect me to do that? How little do YOU know” I say in a mocking way.
I
take my schoolbag and head out.
“She
is such a bitch!” I say out loud, “Why?” I let a little scream out of my
mouth
“You
scared the crap outta me” I turn to face my enemy…the pest…the one and
only asshole I hate a.k.a: Justin Timberlake.
“Well
then I’ve reached one my goals for the day.” He whispers in my ear. I shove
him as far as I can.
“Asshole”
I look at him and start walking.
“Wait
you never answered my question, who’s the bitch?”
“Like
you didn’t already know that I have a step-mom”
“Already?”
he asks with eyes wide open…God I hate him!
It
felt like someone punched me straight in my stomach…I know that feeling but
that doesn’t mean the pain stops…believe me, you just don’t get numb to
that feeling.
“Fuck
you!” I hissed.
“Oh
no wait I didn’t mean it like that”
“I
don’t fucking care now leave”
“Well
we go to the same school so we pretty much go the same way” he says
sarcastically.
“Fucking
smartass,” I say while I roll my eyes.
“Why
you gotta be a cold bitch all the time?” He looks at me closely.
“I’m
like this around people I despise” I say while I turn to look at him.
“So
that’s the whole fucking world huh?” he says with a grin.
“Basically”
I say boldly.
“So
how you dealing with…umm everything?” he asks with some concern evident in
his voice…It can’t be…he doesn’t care about anybody but himself.
“Okay
let’s get something straight, First of all…We both know that you don’t
really care so let’s just stop this bullshit now and second of all I hate you
and you hate me…it’s always been like that and nothing will change…now
just fuck off!” I scream letting everything out of my system…god that felt
good.
“Never
thought you would think that but all right, Bye!” he says before walking
rapidly out of my sight.
“Damn
it!” I mumble. What am I so worried about this? I don’t care! BUT…What if
he was just being nice? I don’t need his pity!
Your
Britney…you don’t need anyone…you never did anyway.
I
walk into the place I hate for a lot of reasons…school.