I Love You, Britney

I Love You, Britney
by Holly C

Justin’s POV

How am I going to do this. She means everything to me. But ever since we lost our little miracle, my everything left. How am I going to tell she still means everything to me? I grab some paper and a pen and start to write.

I tell her about our wedding, who all was there, her dress, our wedding party, our first dance, the music, everything. How Jamie cried the whole ceremony because his little girl was all grown up and Lynne had to hush him up and how my mother couldn‘t even look at me without crying.

I tell her about our soloists at the wedding. Kelly Clarkson was there, with Justin Guarini and they sang “Timeless.” Christina, who was a co-maid of honor with Laura Lynne, sang ‘By Your Side” which she had re-recorded for her third album.

Our friend Holly who was a finalist on American Idol 4 came and sang for us while recording her first album. She was also in our wedding party, as she was one of the original fans who believed in us, in our love.

I finish the letter, pouring out my heart and soul, and sign it. Placing it in the envelope, I looked at the picture frame on my computer desk. The sonogram of our baby that Brit had miscarried. It would have been a girl, I had thought, but Brit had argued it was a boy. I guess we’ll never know. She let me keep the picture. The memories were too painful for her. It was all I had of my child. The piece of my heart that was broken.

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Brit’s POV

As I walk up to my door, I see an envelope stuck in the crevice. I pull it out and see the familiar handwriting on the envelope.

~Britney~

Why is he writing to me? Why can’t he just call? He knows I’m still here for him.

I take the letter inside and head up to my room. I open it and I begin to read.

Britney,

How can I begin? Words cannot express what I am feeling right now. When I saw you the other night at the AI Finale, this sudden spark rose between us and it made me feel so wonderful last night.

I dreamt of you. I dreamt of our wedding, what was to be. You and me, standing at that altar, exchanging vows.

My mom and your dad were bawling throughout the ceremony. You mom was trying to shut your dad up the whole time, LOL. You were so beautiful. Your dress had a long train that stretched about three feet back up the aisle. We were married at the Four Seasons in LA, and threw the biggest reception that they had ever seen.

We had a duet and two soloists that day. Kelly and Justin sang Timeless, Chrissie sang “by Your Side,” and do you remember Holly C. from AI? She was there. She was one of your bridesmaids, and she sang “Breathe” for us. we cried during their songs, because nothing had been so moving that day.

The reception was so breathtaking. We danced to “Amazed” and your dad danced with you to “Butterfly Kisses.”

We danced the night away, after feasting on our Wedding dinner. And then we came to our honeymoon. We flew to Maui and stayed in our little hideaway I bought. No bodyguards, no producers, no one was there to bug us. Just you and me.

And then the most joyful day in my life followed that. The day you told me your were pregnant again. I felt like it was a gift from God that our miracle was back for good. Your pregnancy didn’t have any problems this time so you know how I felt when it was time.

Our little miracle being born in my dream was so beautiful. It was a girl, and we named her Nicole. She was the most tiniest thing I had ever seen. You were exhausted from the long hours of labor. You had held my hand the whole way, nearly breaking it in the process.

As I held her in my arms, I thought she was the most beautiful thing ever, aside from you of course. And then I looked at you, and while in this fantasy, I thought how lucky I was to have you. But then I woke up and realized that my dreams were no longer there. And how bad I missed you.

Will you meet me tonight? Here at my place. I want to give us another shot Brit. You are my soul, my life, my everything.

I love you Brit. I always will. Will you give me, give us, a chance? Please say Yes. If it’s yes, I’ll meet you at my place at 6:00 tonight. Wear the dress you wore for me. Show me how much you care.

I love you Britney.

~Justin

“I love you too, Justin,” I say. I head for my closet and pull out the dress.

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“Here goes nothing,” I whisper as I ring the doorbell. The door opens and Justin stands there, tears in his eyes.

“You came,” he whispered. ‘You really came.”

“Of course I did. I still love you, Justin.” He smiled and drew me into a long kiss. I melted in his arms as we kissed. The spark was still there, just like he said it was.

“I love you Britney,” said Justin. He led me into the house, where we began our wonderful future, together.