Faith Comes Around
SS by Diane
Part 1
"I'll see you later baby." I kissed Kevin quickly before grabbing my
bag to go to the club.
"All right. Have
fun, don't party too hard." Kevin chuckled.
"I can't promise
you that." I winked, making my way out the door.
Once I reached the
club, I entered through the back where I usually do and try to spot my friends.
"Brit!"
"Oh there you
are. Hey Jenny! Happy Birthday!" I smile as I hug one of my closest
friends.
"Thanks, glad
you could make it!"
"How could I
miss your birthday." I smile handing her the birthday present I picked out.
"Aw, thanks
girl."
Courtney, Clarissa,
and Kate made their way to greet us.
We all exchanged hugs
and walked to the VIP room.
"So Brit, how
are you and your erm fiance?" Jenny asked with a not so satisfied face.
"We're
great." I smiled uncomfortably seeing that look on her face.
"Do you love
him?"
"Yes, I do.
What's with the questions Jenny?" I said getting a little irritated.
"Or do you want
to think you love him?" She continued.
What is with her.
"Jenny."
"Brit, we're
just talking here."
"This is your
party, why are we wasting it by talking about me?"
"I'm just
wondering, Brit."
"Wondering what,
exactly?"
"Why in your
right mind your deciding to marry a guy knowing him for 2 months."
"It's 3."
"You asked him
to marry you at 2 months."
"Jenny, please.
Enough with this."
"Brit, I'm just
watching out for you. I don't want you to get hurt."
"I'm not going
to get hurt, ok?"
"How would you
know that? Especially, if this guy has cheated on his past three serious
relationships. Brit, you should be aware of that."
"Look -" I
started to say but she didn't stop.
"I know what
this is. He's the closest thing you can find to someone else. You've totally
given up on faith, haven't you? So you try to pretend to move on with this guy
who's so similar to someone who you were so close to."
"What the fuck,
Jenny. I've over Justin."
Jenny just looked at
me and laughed.
I look at her
confused and still irritated, "What?"
"That just
proves that i'm not totally wrong. Justin is the first thing that came to your
mind after I said that, and I didn't even mention him."
"Jen, please
stop doing this to me. Can't you see i've moved on, clearly? I have."
"Britney. You're trying so hard to prove to everyone you "moved
on" that you're rushing into a marriage." Jenny sighed. "Don't
lose faith, just remember that. Faith comes as a surprise. And you can't ignore
it."
I shake my head. This
was not how I imagined tonight to be. I didn't need a lecture. Not from one of
my best friends.
"Just drop it.
I'll go get us some more drinks." I said getting up.
Not paying much
attention and still thinking about that awkward conversation I had with Jenny, I
didn't notice someone was in front of me, causing me to jump as I bumped into
them.
"Oh, i'm sorry.
I wasn't watching." I apologized but soon stopped dead in my tracks as I
realized who I had run into.
"Britney."
Was all he said.
But I realized he
sounded drunk and tried to figure out what to say.
"Um, hi
Justin."
"Hey. What are
you doing here." He slurred as he tried to stand up straight.
"I'm here
celebrating Jenny's birthday. Who are you here with?"
"Trace and
Nick." He tried to grab my hand, but I pulled away, "But I was going
to head home."
"You're drunk.
You're in no condition to drive."
"Oh yea? Since
when do you care." He laughed, almost tripping over someones foot.
"Justin, we need
to find Nick and Trace. Seems like your're done for the night."
"Who the hell
are you to tell me what and what not i'm going to do? I want to stay here."
"You just said
you were on your way to go home." I said a little aggravated.
I tried to look over
the crowds of people to see if I could spot either Trace or Nick but no luck.
After a little while
of thinking, I decided I'll just take him home before he does anything to hurt
himself.
"Do you know how
beautiful you are?" Justin slurred.
"Ok,
thanks," I took his hand and started walking to the exit. "Justin, i'm
going to take you home."
"What? So now
you want to do stuff to me. " Justin wiggled his eyebrows as he stumbled
with each step.
"Just shut up,
please. You're really out of it."
"Someone's not
happy." Justin pouted as Britney pushed him on the passenger side of her
car.
Before Britney got
in, she dialed Jenny's cell number on her cellphone hoping she'd answer it.
"Hello?"
Jenny answered after the fourth ring.
"Jenny."
Britney sighed in relief.
"Brit! Where are
you? How many drinks did you get if its taking you this long." Jenny
laughed.
"Look, I bumped
into an old friend. And they're not in very good condition so i'm driving them
home."
"Is everything
ok?"
"Yeah, I'll be
back in half an hour ok?"
"All right, no
problem."
"Thanks."
She said before she hung up.
"Britneeeeey."
Justin started to say in a singsong voice.
Britney shook her
head and just ignored him as she started the ignition.
"God, what am I
getting myself into." I mumbled as I drove way to his LA house.
Thankfully he stayed
quiet throughout the rest of the drive.
When they reached his
house, Britney helped him up and helped walk him to his door.
"Where's your
keys?"
"In my
pocket." He smiled pointing to the side of his pants.
Realizing that he
wasn't planning on getting it out himself, Britney sighed and took it out of his
pocket.
After unlocking the
door, she got inside with Justin in front of her and closed it. She opened some
of the lights so they wouldn't bump into anything.
Britney followed him
to his bedrooom to make sure he went to sleep.
She watched him as he
fell back on his bed. But before she can leave, he spoke out.
"Britney,
please."
She looked at him
curiously, "Please what?"
"Don't go. Stay
with me, Britney."
"Justin. I don't
think that I can."
"Please. Just
for tonight. I need you beside me." He murmered.
"Justin," I
started but he interrupted.
"Don't go."
He begged.
I didn't know what to
do, he sounded so vulnerable.
So with my weirdest
insticts, I slipped off my shoes and made my way to the bed.
What am I doing.
I see his face light
up and I smile weakly.
"Thank
you." He smiled as I lay on the bed beside him.
"Shh. Go to
sleep."
He fell asleep not
too long after that and I couldn't help but just stare at him.
At that moment, the
conversation I had with Jenny at the club came to me.
Faith. It comes in
surprise.
Oh what I am
thinking. I'm engaged.
- - - - - - -
Justin's POV
I groan as I open my
eyes. Closing them quickly again because of the killing headache.
But I felt something
different, so I tried to open my eyes again.
When I open them long
enough to notice that someone was beside me, I gasp in shock and sit up quickly.
I rub my forehead
hoping this hangover would end quick.
"Oh my
god." I mutter to myself as I realize who this woman was.
I try to see if I can
remember what happened the night before, but no such luck.
I lay back down and
look at her.
She's so beautiful.
I didn't realize how
I missed this so much. Just waking up seeing her face.
But, no this isn't
right.
I don't even know how
we got here.
Oh shit. Kevin just
crossed my mind.
I look at her hand
and spot the rock.
That's right, they're
engaged.
My head hurts more as
I keep thinking.
The club. I remember
that. Nick, Trace, and I went to the club last night.
Oh yea, because of
another fight I had with Cameron, I wanted to go out.
I must've gotten
drunk.
But, how does this
end up with Britney in my bed?
Just when it seems
like i'm getting close to figuring this out, it get's odder.
I'm still staring at
her when she begins to stir.
I don't know why i'm
getting nervous, but I am as I get ready for when she wakes up.
Her eyes slowly
flutter open as she tries to adjust to the light.
She looks at me and
notices my eyes on her.
"Justin."
She whispers and tries to smile.
"Brit. Um, I..
What.." I start to stutter but she laughs and I stop.
"What?" I
ask confused.
"You were drunk.
I took you home. You begged me to stay. And that's why I'm here." She said,
"That's to make it short."
"Oh wow. Well, I
don't know what to say."
"Say you'll be
careful on the drinks next time." She winked.
"I'll try
to." I laugh.
"But really,
thank you." I say taking her hand.
She looks at our
hands entwined and smiles, "Anytime."
After a few minutes
of just looking at each other, she gets up and looks at the clock.
10:34 .
"Oh shit. I
didn't call Kevin yet. He must be wondering where I am." I hear her mutter
to herself.
I see her take out
her cellphone from her purse and shook her head.
"Everything
ok?" I ask in concern.
"Yeah, except
the fact that I have 21 voicemails from the night."
"Kevin?" I
ask trying not to sound unpleasant.
"Half of em."
I nod my head,
"You hungry? I'll order us some room service. And I can make us some coffee
if you want?"
She smiled softly,
"Sure, thanks."
I groan once I stand
up. My head is still ringing from all the drinks I had.
"You ok?"
She asked concerned.
"Yeah, I'll be
fine, thanks. Just hate the damn consequences of the morning after
drinking." I chuckled.
"Oh don't I know
it." She laughed.
As I was making us
coffee, I overheard Britney on the phone.
"Jenny please,
just go along with me here for now. If Kevin calls you, tell him I was at your
place. We had a little sleepover."
"Just because.
No, i'll tell you later ok? Thanks, I owe you."