Call It Irony If You Want
SS by Samantha D

Britney’s P.O.V

            Do I seem bitter about the breakup? Hmm No I don’t think so. I think I cope with the breakup better than I expected. It’s funny how you vision your life with someone and when it all ends, you don’t want anything to do with that person…so if that’s bitter, then I guess I am.

Did I know that our end was near? To be completely honest I never thought Justin and I would break up…it’s just that being in a relationship that lasted that long…you don’t expect that to end...ever. I thought we had an extraordinary communication. I never saw the signs of his  “Change of heart,” if you can call it that.

Do I hold resentment towards Justin now? If you were to ask me this when the wounds were fresh, I would say yes right away, but with time you learn to forgive. However I wouldn’t want to forgive and forget…not that I have anger or anything of that kind, but I believe that you should have things present in your mind and heart, because even if it brought heartache…at one point you treasure that with your life… so you shouldn’t forget that.

What I think of his love life? What can I say about that? I’m no longer in his life so I really shouldn’t mind or be bother in the least bit. In the beginning…yeah, you start to question if you actually meant something to him or was it just a lie…but in the end you know better than to question that. With time you just…let it go and let it be?

 Do I still have some kind of relationship with him? No not really. I can sit here and lie and say that we are friends and that when we see each other we talk…but it’s not like that in any way. In the beginning we used to talk…not daily but yeah we used to have some kind of communication. I guess it’s a little awkward for the two of us. I mean we always think yeah we can be friends if something goes wrong in our relationship but it usually never works and if it does…it’s never the same.

Did I ever felt betrayed? At some point, of course…even my family was surprise by his animosity towards me. I never quite understood his hostility over our once sacred relationship. He didn’t respect what we once had…so yeah it took me by surprise. Everything felt out of proportion after that. It felt like he turned the tables on me by making me look like someone I’m not.

Was there a time where I couldn’t take it any more? Yes, there were times when it was too much to handle. I guess it was too hard to bring that up to someone that can’t see the damage, they are causing. I never intended to make this any more public than it already was.

Is there one thing I would like to make clear? I never cheated on him. There was never a need to that.

Do I regret anything? Probably losing my virginity but at that time it felt right but the outcomes is something I definitely regret.

Is there any chance of getting back together? No…I mean a lot of things went around. There were things that were said and things that were never said. Too much is left out in the air. I never got the answers I wanted and it would be too late for those answers now.

Am I dating anyone? I like to keep things in privacy for once. I guess you can say that I learned my lesson.

Well you heard the one on one interview with the one and only Britney Spears with Barbara Walters. You got the exclusive and intimate interview that everyone will be talking about on ABC.

~ ~That same night~ ~

Justin’s P.O.V

“I can’t believe she did that!” I scream, fully aware that no one is here but me. I pick up my cell phone and dial her phone number, which I still know it by heart.

“Hello?” I hear her beautiful voice for the first time in what seems like ages. However I question her voice somehow it sounds different…does she knows it’s me? 

“Hello?” she asks once again…maybe not.

“Britney?” I ask perfectly knowing the answer.

“Who is this?” she asks putting me over the edge…has she completely forgotten about me?

“Umm it’s me, Justin”

“Oh…hey, what do you want?” she says surprised by my phone call.

“Why did you do the interview?” I say harsher than I anticipated.

“No no no look first of all, I suggest you lower your tone of voice if not I will hang up and second of all you have no right to question me.” She says still with the tone of voice that she used before…that’s something new.

“Sorry but why…why did you do it!” still not budging into lowering my tone.

“Justin this is the last warning and keep in mind that I never asked you anything before…do you recall that?”

“It’s not the same thing!” I lost control.

“I’m sorry but I did gave you a warning so bye”

“No wait please just wait”

“Okay but remember this time”

“Why…why did you do it…you hated what I did then why?”

“Wait there’s a lot of differences that you seem to miss…I was honest, but I knew where to drop the line and most first of all I never degraded you”

“I…it wasn’t” I start to say.