Broken Promises
SS by Wendy

You used to be able to hold me in your arms and tell me that you'll never break my heart and every time you said that I believed you like a fool in love. I realized until I'm on the verge of breaking down and not standing up ever again that all of that was a lie. You used to stare into my eyes and tell me how much you loved me  and wanted to be with me until the end of time. I believed you even when you kept pushing me away. I kept you by my side and I had to figure it out in the end loving you and falling for you each and everyday more. When you hurt me you took me in your arms, convinced me knowing that I was vulnerable around you, telling me that you loved me so much. That you wanted to have children and marry me one day. At this point I won't be able to look at you the same way ever again, I fell for you so many times and every fuckin time you broke my heart. Made me cry and sleep in pain, ignoring the fact that I needed to live because I felt the total opposite. God how much I wished that you never did that to me...but it's time for me to move on and this time I know that I will never fall again. because baby all you gave me was broken promises and that's the one and only true thing I ever had from you. When I try to sleep at night your face comes back to me, and I can't get it out even though I wish I could. Your touch can't leave me alone, lingering in my skin. My heart unable to mend itself I don't think I can ever fall in love with anyone else thanks to you.

was that all I had from you was

broken promises which is all I had.

when dusk turns into dawn

I know I've survived another day

you have someone else in your

life that will take my place so easily

I should've walked away before this

whole thing blew out of proportion

I should've walked away before

my heart got shattered into pieces

chorus repeat

my tears continue to fall, even though

I've decided to move on and let you

go for ever and I think that this time

no matter how much you try to make

me fall for you I wont, my lips dried

and untouched ever since you broke

my heart and I walked out of your life

so many nights I spend waiting for you

were a waste of my life. I look back now

and feel worthless

repeat chorus 2x's

and I'm so tired of you, since you

hurt me so bad

and I can't see your face no more because

the memories of the pain come back to me

and even though I try to push you

away you come back like a storm

fighting back, nightmares

overcome my dreams and even if you

beg I won't fall for your charms again

no matter how hard you try to

tell me how much you love me, I won't

fall again

because broken promises is all you gave